Sunday, April 5, 2009


Welcome back Owen!Bouncing between homes since his fourth birthday
each transition, bittersweet.
The tug and pull of two families
longing for one often overshadows his experience with the other.
It's a hard thing for a mama to see.
My selfishness occasionally dominates
I want to be enough
...enough love...enough mama...enough.
But there is always more
a mama's love,
no matter how pure,
is seldom enough.
So I love and watch and care.It is good to have him home for the eight weeks before summer vacation,
my long dry spell,
so I will enjoy a long drink of Spring
hoping there is a bit of a camel inside me along with all this fish .

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