These self portraits were inspired by a recent discovery of Jen Davis's photography. I have always loved self portraits as an avenue for personal reflection and exploration. I usually shy away from the camera unless I am behind it, prefering paint or pencil to capture my reflection...but if I get to dress up like I did when I was a little girl AND I am wielding the camera, I feel quite differently.
Some days, you just have to forget about ‘healing’. You have to stop trying to feel better, trying to overcome your emotional wounds, or trying to be anywhere other than where you are. You have to embrace the day as it is. And you have to give yourself the most sacred permission of all: To shatter. To break. To be an ugly mess. To lean into a place of utter humility and powerlessness in yourself. To cry out to the heavens, “I can’t do this!” To admit utter defeat in the loss of the life you had imagined. To crumble to the ground, lonely and hopeless and profoundly ruined. To want to die, even. And there, in the darkest places, in the blackness of the underworld, you may begin to rediscover... life. And learn to love the beginnings. A sacred reboot: A single breath. The way the sun warms your face. The sound of a tiny bird singing in the tree over there. The raw simplicity of a single moment of human existence. Hell has been transmuted, thr...


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Fragrant in it's invitation to enter a hidden world
exotic beauty
like sighting a rare bird
her feathers shimmer
with gold
beauty that laughs and jingles
Woman beauty.